Day 16 Herbalife

Weight : 89
Day : 16

I've gone through the last 4-5 days as usual. working out in between times which i can. i now can up my situps/pushups to 5 sets without much trouble now. abit difficult on the sit ups for the back but not much trouble for the first 3 sets of the pushups.

Sat there was a mouse party at MH's place. they have loads of liqour n junk food there. all i did was a glass of beer and then about 2-3 glasses of orange juice. i know those r sweet stuff. it's still better than havin coke. there's like plenty of junk food and everyone's munching n chatting away and all i could do was just snifff on it.....

cheezzels............. lays.... wah n the sotong shit... damn.... felt quite good that i manage to resist it all this time...

lately i've got this thing... when see people eat those unhealthy stufff i would go.. wah laaa that's so bad for u... hahahhaaha now i know why people say those shit to me b4.. they cannot fucking eat! they must ruin ya meal.... exactly how i'm feeling now..

sunday was ok... till i went to pasar malam.. and bought like.. 4-5 bags of food... i wasn't really planning to finish em all. just have a bit of each of em... to like satisfy that fucking cravings. i ended up eating abit over what i should.. not being able to stand the though i went puke it all out again...

cass say i'm bullimic(sp?) but then it's not la.... that condition is created for girls only.. feijais can never have bullimic. if they do.. then their gongwoo name wouldn't b leng jai rather than fei jai..... anyway next time if i ever get to 75kg.. and i'm forcing myself to puke like that.... thenn u can tell me i'm sick.....